365: Week 25

Day 169

June 18: I'm not sure this is what Playskool had in mind.

Day 170

June 19: This is a sure sign of summer.

Emma in her bathing suit, with nappy dreadlocks from playing in the sprinklers all day, you ask?

Nope.

All the good towels, spread all over the backyard.

Day 171

June 20: This is my favorite shot of the week. Matt got a new bicycle for his birthday (a day early, because I'm a softie), and he was taking his little sister for a ride around the cul-de-sac.

Matthew is a typical little brother. But he is an OUTSTANDING big brother.

Emma practically worships the ground he walks on. And this picture typifies their relationship -- not only does she go where he goes, he (usually, and happily) brings her along.

Day 172

June 21: There's a reason I have this shot of Emma, and not of the other two.

Emma jumps, with both feet, into the action. If you're going into battle, you want Emma.

Day 173

June 22: I know "Every rose has it's thorn," but really, our white rose bush takes it to the extreme. I pruned the roses Monday night, and on a one foot section that I clipped, I counted no less than 22 thorns.

Day 174

June 23: Self Portrait.

I am a HUGE Indiana Jones fan.

This is my ten foot long, twelve plait, kangaroo skin bullwhip.

It's just like Indy's.

It's made by the same manufacturer.

It cost an obscene amount of money (no, I'm not rich, but such is my mania).

It took me nearly 250 shots to get this picture.

And I only caught myself in the back of the ear once.

Day 175

June 24: We went to see the new Megan Fox.....er....um.....the new Transformers movie tonight.

It was a LOT of fun (except for the crying babies -- babies! -- and the talking little -- little -- kids), but I would NOT recommend it for kids under 11 or 12 (the language is a little colorful).

Three stars!

The Pendulum Swings

"Simply because we were licked a hundred years before we started, is no reason for us not to try to win."

--Atticus Finch

I've been trying to decide how to approach this subject, or whether to address it at all. I try to stay away from politics on this blog. My own political views are independent, and personal. But this is not an issue of politics.

It's an issue of freedom.

I was barely politically aware in 1989, at the time of the Tiananmen Square Massacre. But I will forever have, burned in to my memory, the image of a defiant young protestor facing down a Chinese tank.

In Iran, right now, there is massive upheaval over the results of the recent elections. The regime in power claims a landslide victory. The people in the streets say otherwise.

And the world is watching.

Make no mistake. There are no free and democratic elections in that part of the world. Elections are held simply to bolster the strength and image of the parties in power. The outcome is never in doubt.

Until the people have had enough.

Until they decide to take a bullet, over the status quo.

Until they determine to live free, or die.

That's when the pendulum swings.

Freedom isn't a bestowal from on high. It is won, from the ground up. Your freedom is seized, and held, either by you, or by someone else. It is maintained through determination, and eternal vigilance. And sometimes by blood.

"The Tree of Liberty must be refreshed, from time to time, with the blood of patriots and tyrants."

--Thomas Jefferson

That is great rhetoric.

But watching the birth of liberty isn't always pleasant, is it? And, in the world we live in, this revolution isn't taking place half a world away, it's in our homes. It's on our phones. And that may be it's saving grace.

I believe that greater freedom anywhere, is greater freedom everywhere.

I don't know how this will end. In Tiananmen Square, it ended in blood and death and repression. But it planted a seed. And, in Iran, as in (and even more than) China, this cannot be ignored. It cannot be swept away and written out of the history books. It has happened.

It is happening.

And we are all witnesses.

"The birthday of a new world is at hand. We have it within our power to begin the world all over again."

--Thomas Paine

To Matthew

My emotions are always close to the surface on Father's Day. Today especially.

You see, ten years ago today I became the father of a son.

I have two girls, one older and one younger than Matthew. I love them with all my heart. Being the father of daughters is so exquisite an experience. They are beauty and grace. They are elegance and light. They are the crown jewels of my life.

Being the father of a son is different.

Having a son is chance to pass on things that you cannot pass on to your daughters. Your name. It's a chance to mold a new man. A chance to try and refine the things you wish you had done better. To teach nobility and honor. A chance to learn, from his perspective, what it truly means to be a man.

To Matthew:

Ten years ago this evening was one of the most precious days of my life. It was the day I met you. You scared us by coming into the world a little too early, and with a few too many complications.

That day was the first time I had cried since my own father had died, six months earlier. I cried when I thought of passing my name on to you, as my father had passed his on to me. I felt my dad there, briefly, an unbroken line of the generations.

You were a delightful baby, so easy going, so uncomplicated. Your personality was manifest, even at that early date.

Matthew, the past ten years of watching you grow, from a child to a young man have been so rewarding for me. You are a wonderful young man. You are an amazing son.

You are noble.

You are kind.

You are unselfish and gracious.

You are wonderful friend.

You are an incredible brother.

You are funny.

You are Christlike.

You are forgiving of your father's many failings.

I am so proud to be your father. No son means more to a father than you do to me.

Matthew Christopher Thornblad: you bear my name, and you have never dishonored it. You make me want to be a better man.

When I grow up, I want to be just like you!

I love you Matt, happy birthday!

I do love all of my kids, here's proof:

Photostory Friday: I used to be kinda cool...

Hosted by Cecily and MamaGeek

We get season passes, each year, to Lagoon -- an amusement park, a few miles from our home. We usually go over for a couple of hours on Monday nights, in the Summer. This past Monday evening, my two older kids and I were in the line for the Sky Ride -- a ski-lift type ride, that transports you from one end of the park to the other. And that's where we pick up our story:

The gondolas only carry two people, and as we approached the head of the line, my kids began to argue over who got to sit with me. 

Let me rephrase that.

They began arguing over who HAD to sit with me. 

(They did this right in front of me, as though I wasn't there at all).

Matt likes to ride alone, for the "adventure" of it, but Jordan rarely takes a stand on anything. And while she didn't come right out and say how her life would be "like ruined!" if she sat with me, it was obvious that she REALLY wanted to ride alone. 

So, I let her go. 

As Matthew and I rose in to air, in the car behind Jordan, everything came into focus. You see, the Sky Ride goes both ways across the park.

And, boys ride it too.

In the course of  the five minute ride, no fewer than four boys had something to say to my daughter (one said that the imaginary friend, sitting next to him, thought she was hot). 

So my ego was somewhat soothed, but not completely. 

I got even, by informing the randy, little cretins that I was her father (Matt thought we should make violent gestures too, but I thought that might get me arrested). They went from salivating wolves to sheepish puppies, pretty fast.

That was fun. 

I suppose I cramped Jordan's style, but even though she looks sixteen, she's still only ELEVEN!

Sheesh!

I guess it's time to invest in that shotgun.

365: Week 24

Day 162

June 11: Watching the sunset has always been one of my favorite things to do. We lucked out when we moved last year, our backyard has a fantastic view of the western horizon (with the exception of the occasional power pole).

Sunset is also one of my favorite times to take pictures -- the light is so warm and dramatic. 

Maybe watching the sunset is an inherited trait?

Day 163

June 12: When you can't think of anything else to take a picture of -- look for the Ham!

Day 164

June 13: Saturday afternoon, we had a very violent storm rip through the neighborhood. The only thing comparable I've ever seen, was a tornado storm I witnessed in Indiana one time. Is it weird that I'm exhilarated by that kind of thing? It only lasted about 10 minutes, but it ravaged our white roses. 

And the trampoline. 

Day 165

June 14: We grew our own centerpiece. 

Fortunately, the pink roses faired better than the white ones did. 

Day 166

June 15: The White Rollercoaster. 

Catchy name isn't it? 

Actually, it's only about half white now -- eventually, it will be all brown. This is the main rollercoaster at our local amusement park. It was built in 1921, and they claim that it is one of the few wooden rollercoasters between Denver and the West Coast -- which isn't saying much, since between Denver and the West Coast, you pretty much just have Utah and Nevada. 

It used to be a thrilling ride, but now it feels like it has slowed down (maybe Disneyland ruined me for Lagoon). The greater thrill now is wondering if it's going to fall down while you are riding it.

Day 167

June 16: Nature's greatest fireworks show?

Day 168

June 17: Self portrait.

I love my sandals, I wear them until frostbite sets in. I hate having hot feet. 

Wait! Some of you are asking: "THIS? Coming from a guy who wears socks AND slippers to bed?!"

Others of you are asking: "He wears socks and slippers to bed?!"

Yes and yes.

It's totally different

Things I did once: #'s 6 and 7

This post will be rated PG-13 (maybe 14) due to content. 

My wife tells me that I need to be posting more than just twice a week.

Remember that. 

This was her idea.

My most embarrassing moments.

We all do it. It's one of the ways we express affection and appreciation. Athletes do it -- manly men. Parents do it. We don't even give it a second thought. EVERYONE does it!

What is it? 

It's the butt pat. 

And when it's done to that "special person" there's a little extra zzziinnnggg!!! Maybe your hand lingers just a little bit, your fingers caressing just a little, because...it's okay....

Have you ever had a moment where your body acted without checking with your brain first?

Here's how it went down:

Me: (washing dishes, with that special woman) "Looks like the dishes are done, thanks for the help. I love you." 

That special woman: "No problem. I love you too." 

Me: Swatting -- ZZZZIIINGGG!....lingering.......(I can't believe I'm typing this)...caressing...turning and walking away......

.........Looooooooong pause...............

Me: "Sorry about that mom."

Well, that moment is only eclipsed by this one: 

Men only have so much blood in their bodies, and it's generally all concentrated in one area or another -- and if it's SOMEWHERE ELSE then it's not in the brain, doing all those brainy, thinky things. And the brain is way up in the head -- the blood is fighting gravity all the way. 

Here's the scene:

My wife and I are in the hotel in San Diego. It's our honeymoon. We're both new at doing IT, and we've been.......... practicing. 

My wife has headed into the restroom. After a moment, I follow her. 

The blood is really fighting gravity. 

I slide open the door and see my naked bride (the blood just took a nose dive), sitting on the toilet. 

AAAAAAANNNNNDDDD ACTION!

Me: (Feeling randy and masculine and hot and a little dirty and oblivious to anything but the naked woman before me, and in my best, and irresistible and sexiest, come-hither-and-try-to-control-yourself-on-second-thought-don't voice) "Hey baby! What are you doin'?"

My bride: "What do you think I'm doing?"

Photostory Friday: Happy Anniversary. And thanks.

Hosted by Cecily and MamaGeek

All the photos I'm posting today, I have posted before, but that's okay -- sometimes it's about the photo, and sometimes it's about the story. 

It's been a year -- a year and a week, actually. It was Friday, June 6, 2008 when the first Photostory Friday was posted (well, to be honest, even then most of us were posting on Thursday evenings). I had gotten an email from my sister-in-law, Pam, about this photo/blog event coming up, co-hosted by her friend, Cecily. 

"This might be fun," she said. 

A year later, and I've only missed one week (blasted Disneyland vacation!). Photostory Friday has become part of my weekly routine, and I wanted to take the chance here to express my gratitude to our hosts -- Mamageek and Cecily, for this weekly event. I don't know why you began Photostory Friday, I suppose it probably wasn't with the intention of changing the world, but I want you to know that it has changed my little corner of the globe.

I've been able to take another look at some of my old photos, and remember why I love them .

I think more about the pictures that I take. I see stories, where I once saw only images.

  

I'm less inclined to throw out any image without taking a second look at it. Often I find something that speaks to me, just below the surface. It was just waiting for me to listen. 

I look closer at the world around me. There is beauty in the most unexpected places.

 

Many of my posts have been about my kids. I think more broadly and deeply about my relationship with them. That is a real blessing. 

I've also met some wonderful people in the past year, through Photostory Friday. So many of you have left so many kind and thoughtful comments here. And beyond that, when my world came crashing down in January, when my wife was diagnosed with cancer, you, my friends, were so supportive. That meant the world to me. I'm so grateful to know each of you (you know, in that anonymous blogging kind of way :p  -- Cecily, Pam is coming to town in July for a month or so -- maybe it's finally time to get those kids together!)

So, to you Mamageek, and to you Cecily, and to all the rest of you, I say thank you.